this is my life,
it's not what is was before
all these feelings i've shared.
and these are my dreams,
that i've never lived before
somebody shake me cause i,
i must be sleeping
now that we're here
it's so far away,
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes, one life contained
they all finally start to go away.
now that we're here it's so far away
and i feel like i can face the day
i can forgive and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today
these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
somebody shake me cause i,
i must be sleeping
7.20.2010
7.11.2010
I am wrong, but I am living
inside, I am unforgiving:
I haven't had anything to write about lately. Life is more routine. School then work. Work then school. There isn't much time for anything other than close friends these days
Summer is nice though,
I wish I could ease everything the way you do, nothing really matters to you, you don't take life or anyone seriously. Seems so freeing. (if that's even a word) I wish I could lie like you do and set my emotions and my concious aside to pretend to live my life, haha.
But then I come back to reality and realize that I will never be like that, I don't know how to be anything but myself. hahah, I'm far from knowing everything about life, but I'm learning so much about myself recently that it amazes me sometimes. I hate growing up but the process is incredible.
Dear Dumebi and Sam,
If i didn't have you two I don't even know what I would do with myself. You two have kept me sane in the past few months and I couldn't be more grateful. If you two were put into one body I swear I'd have the perfect best friend. But I have both of you ... in different bodies... lmao and I couldn't be happier. You guys have helped me realize so much about myself and how to deal with things in my own way and have been so supportive of any decision I've made and for that I love you both very very very much, more than I can even describe.
(sigh) i just love you guyssssss ....
ps- WORLD CUP 2010 is today!
iyiyiyiyiy - La Furia Roja!
pps- free slurpies at 711 because it's july 11th (7/11)
so everyone! quick! go get one!
its four in the mornin, she callin my phone
she wannna be grown, we gone get it on..
say he can lay you down, but imma beat it up
I haven't had anything to write about lately. Life is more routine. School then work. Work then school. There isn't much time for anything other than close friends these days
Summer is nice though,
I wish I could ease everything the way you do, nothing really matters to you, you don't take life or anyone seriously. Seems so freeing. (if that's even a word) I wish I could lie like you do and set my emotions and my concious aside to pretend to live my life, haha.
But then I come back to reality and realize that I will never be like that, I don't know how to be anything but myself. hahah, I'm far from knowing everything about life, but I'm learning so much about myself recently that it amazes me sometimes. I hate growing up but the process is incredible.
Dear Dumebi and Sam,
If i didn't have you two I don't even know what I would do with myself. You two have kept me sane in the past few months and I couldn't be more grateful. If you two were put into one body I swear I'd have the perfect best friend. But I have both of you ... in different bodies... lmao and I couldn't be happier. You guys have helped me realize so much about myself and how to deal with things in my own way and have been so supportive of any decision I've made and for that I love you both very very very much, more than I can even describe.
(sigh) i just love you guyssssss ....
ps- WORLD CUP 2010 is today!
iyiyiyiyiy - La Furia Roja!
pps- free slurpies at 711 because it's july 11th (7/11)
so everyone! quick! go get one!
its four in the mornin, she callin my phone
she wannna be grown, we gone get it on..
say he can lay you down, but imma beat it up
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