I don't feel like writing, I feel like I wanna say a lot but I don't want to say it. I don't want to say what I want to say because I don't want anyone to hear, if that makes sense. I believe it does.
I think that's why I've been avoiding writing this blog. I have a lot of shit to do and a lot of shit that's gone down and I just feel like I want everything to be over and I want no emotions involved... wait. Okay I really just want it to be summer. I want everything to be fine. I want a job, I want my own apartment, I don't want to do school, and I want to feel nothing allll in between.
I'm just ready for the next chapter. READY, ready... ready.
Anyways, I'm about to watch some movies on my computer and probably just chill out for the night unless something else comes up, but so far doesn't look like it! Oh well though, it can be a chill night, I don't mind. Haven't really felt like doing much lately. All I do is school now a days and that's not even looking good for me because I suck at test taking, it's official now. I wish I didn't suck at school.
you can write the coolest songs,
i was wrong,
yeah, i'm always wrong...
i'm the one that is happy,
i don't like your shitty songs,
you were wrong,
you were always wrong
Today we (the girls) took pictures and it was cool at first then just got annoying, I just think that we all can't be together for a long time anymore cause to me, it just gets annoying. Not the girls, just the whole picture taking... okay maybe a little bit the girls, haha.
Ah.
I'm done writing in this.
2 comments:
Jen! I know exactly what you mean by just wanting it to be summer already! It feels like everything is really starting to drrrraaaggg on. I was thinking that April was flying by, but, nope. It's not. It's creepin. Anyway.. I'm excited for summer to come so we can reunite!!
plett! haha oh my, i didn't even know you read this.
embarrassinnnnggggg...
anyways, i miss you
and i'm SO ready for summer,
so come home soon please :)
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