Summer has been so good to me, things just can't be any better. I recently just got a job! Literally like just today, haha! I've been wanting one for awhile now and finallyyy I have one, this has made my day.
I recently took a mini-vaca to South Padre with a few friends and had the best time, minus a few factors, overall it was good. Just needed to get away, TOTALLY needed vacation but so good to be home.
Also one of my really good friends is coming in town this week and I'm really excited to get to see him, even if it's only for one day. I freaking want to go to six flags actually, so we'll probably do that!
I've really been doing a lot of thinking. Mostly about relationships, not like friendships,but like relationships, intimate ones. I think about the intimate relationships and how they have affected me. I think I'm just now figuring out what I want versus what I need. What looks appealing and what would actually betters me. I try not to have too high of expectations but I'm not lowering my standards for one person.
letting go has never been so easy.
yet i don't want to leave,
but choosing to anyways.
I'm learning to live for myself
and maybe, finally, I'll be able to breathe.
Until next time,
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