But you'd save the best for last..

like, I'm the one for you:

It would be an understatement to say that my life is in every way like a roller coaster. There are very high points which lead to very low points. There is no getting around that I suppose. I didn't realize it until a couple of days ago. It amazes me sometimes to see how much one can deceive themselves. I am so easily deceived. Ugh, stop.

I also tell myself everyday that I'm not going to replace something needed so much once, with anything other than positive things: yet I'm deceived. Although, it keeps me distracted, am I? Or could it be a temporary fix? I once needed this so much, but now I've grown so... numb (the only word appropriate).

-DEBBIE DOWNER WAS HERE.

hahah,

On a lighter note: Summer school is still in session, I'm learning to grow, and I didn't realize I was still enrolled in high school! allllriiiighhht.

I can't complain- in other words.