Take me, take me back to your bed

I love you so much that it hurts my head:

Wow, where to begin. I guess you can say that I am in the transition of things. My life has taken a turn, one of those 180 turns. One of those turns where you don't know what you're going to be doing the next month, week and sometimes, the next day.

But none the less, I know things will work out. Somehow, it always does. I'm not scared, I'm not worried, I am just ..not sure. But I won't fear what I don't know, I'm just taking it from sun up to sun down right now. The best I can do.

I'm really tired though. Not just physically but emotionally and everything else that can be tired. I've been fighting what I want for far too long. I haven't necessarily been forced to fight, but that's sure as hell what it feels like. I think now though, I'm going to be happy. I want to do things that make me happy. First off, I must find what makes me happy. A journey that has been long awaited,

I guess I have begun a new journey.

I'm not your friend
I'm not your lover,
I'm not your family