Always mad and usually drunk

but I love her like no other:

I hate to write a post under these conditions but it has to be done. This weekend was needed. It felt long and I need to feel something positive this weekend. I enjoy hanging out with my friends, we know how to have a good time. The whole weekend though, I just felt numb. If numb is a feeling, you cause me to feel it. I have no other explanation for that. I'm not sure my feelings could hurt anymore, so the feeling is numb.

Excited that Regina Spektor is coming to town in November. Working on getting my ticket this week, it will be the highlight of my November. ANDD I'm still wayyyy excited to see Brand new in October with my good friend Plett. <- speaking of.

I haven't seen my friend Plett for some time now, I do miss her, working on seeing her this week for sure. haha I guess that was sort of like, note to self kind of thing.

I wish I didn't have to worry that you care any more. I always know the answer just let myself believe otherwise. Dumb on my part but sometimes, as pathetic as it sounds, I need it. Reassurance I guess,

Hoping this week will go by fast so I can get out of this town for a couple of days! Friday can't come soon enough :) I miss my family.