I'm almost relieved without you. I feel relieved. I'm sitting here eating Whataburger taquitos and I'm relieved. I breathe in and out and make sure I stay calm. Breathing right now in itself, is calming. Thinking about you doesn't make keep me calm. I set you aside in my mind and breathe, I breathe and feel calm. without you. Just what I am, without you.
don't you know what you're doing
don't you get it by now
i want to know which tangent to chase
even though they all seem wrong
closing my eyes, laying down and listening to Baruch the Scribe.
Hanging out with different people is nice for a change. Changing the people in my life is a nice change. Not replacing, just changing. Shit, if I'm lucky changing will eventually become replacing. I'm just saying that it's a nice change.
i find strange peace in knowing nothing
i find strange peace in knowing i was wrong
now I only see spots,
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