This is all I want to write tonight,

here it goes:

Even if I thought there was a future in us, the immaturity you showed me tonight tells me there's a long way to go before you're even remotely ready to be with me, seriously. I'm not saying I'm the most mature or I handle things the best, and I didn't think it was going to be a problem but you can't handle thing so juvenilely and think you can be in a serious relationship. Maybe it's time to reconsider our definitions of 'selfish', or maybe it's time to reconsider what we both thought this was going,

Everyday you give me reasons, both good and bad, that make me question you, us. It's just that when the list of bad is longer than the good is when I have to step back and realize why I'm still here.

A good friend of mine once told me he held onto the person he fell hardest for, not just because he couldn't let go but because to let go would mean to lose a best friend. He would rather keep his friendship then ruin it with a relationship.

To my good friend:

I wish I was as strong as you.

i'm sick of writing every song, about you.

every line is about, who i don't want to write about anymore.