Writing in my blog use to be a lot easier.
Maybe because I was a lot more emotional than I am now.
Now a days I'm doing one day at a time and not looking back. I'm not dwelling on things I can't change and I'm not gonna base my future decisions on those things either. My life is a learning process and I wish I wasn't so stubborn. I like that I have friends I can talk to this about, about learning, about life. I like that we all share different experiences and can help each other when we get put in those certain situations. I like that my friends are experienced, (more experienced than I am usually). It's like having an older sibling or something helping you along the way through life. I have legit friends.
hm, like I said this use to be easier. I find myself just sitting here listening to Arctic Monkeys and staring at the screen thinking about what I could write about. ... I just did it again. sheesh,
Well I mean there isn't really anything going on in life. This past weekend/week was filled with so many crazy events. I'm surprised I'm not just fried completely, haha. The bad thing about being so crazy is my tolerance increases and that, my friends could be bad, and expensive. bahah (stupid, that was stupid)
Speaking of expensive, I NEED A JOB, I NEED A JOB, I NEED A JOB, I NEED A JOB, I NEED A JOB.
(sigh)
Going out of town again this weekend, I don't mind it at all to be honest. I like to get away from here for a bit. Probably explains the reason I'm in Denton so much. Anyway, yeah, we'll be in SA this weekend for FIESTA woo woo! I'm getting more excited the closer this weekend comes, I get to see my friend :)
and spending time with family will be good too,
I think I'll only write now when I feel emotionally inclined to, haha. Otherwise this could get pretty boring!
She broke down the other day, yeah you know
Some things in life may change
And some things they stay the same

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