Don't feed me scraps from your bed,

I won't be the stray coming back, just to be fed:

This past week in itself was pretty eventful:

I love going to Denton for the weekends, it's like own little get away every time. This time though, I took my brother, seemed like everyone (minus dbaby) brought their younger siblings haha. It was an insane night, but definitely one to remember!

I just wanna say to all of my friends:
If you have the opportunity to be with the one that's for you, or if the person you're with now turns out to be the person you've always wanted, or if you are just in the perfect relationship. do not take advantage. Some people never get to be with that one person ever, and others aren't as fortunate as you to get to choose your partner and are able to actually be with them, without any opposition. So if you have that chance, that amazing opportunity to be with that person, do all you can to make that relationship work. It takes sacrifice and commitment. People think they can just fuck around and that these relationships just come and go, they don't. That one person is exactly that, one person. If you've found them, keep them. That's all I'm gonna say on that.

*ahem*
anyways,

Finally got myself a job. yes the day has fucking come! haha but seriously. A steady job with a steady pay check is what I was looking for and I got it. Thanks to one of the best friends a kid could ever ask for! Starts Monday- #ohletsdoit

"So let's just stay in the moment smoke some weed, drink some wine. reminisce, talk some shit, forever young is in your mind"
---summer 2010

Seriously though, so far this summer I really have been doing a lot of reminiscing, and it's been completely insane. In just a year so much has changed, and literally unbelievable to me. Change. hasn't always been good to me, but I've grown to deal. A lot of growing up is learning how to deal with change, in a positive way. and at 20 I can't say I've mastered it but shit, I'm doing my best.

and even at 20, I have a lot more things to learn. about life and about myself, and (sigh) saying that it's overwhelming to me would be an understatement.




I’m more than just a number
I doubt you’ll find another
so every single summer
I be the one that you remember