"Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.."

Sorry I haven't updated this in awhile but I'll try to keep up from now on:

I've been really missing someone lately and it really hurts, like I've been hurt before but this realllllyy hurts. You know what? I am usually not the one who is missing, I'm usually the one that's missed (that kind of sounds bad but, whatever) I guess it's different this time.


Anyways, this week has been super super hectic for me (school wise). I've had two exams, a practical and a paper due alll this week. I mean I know that probably doesn't sound like a lot for college but.. it is. I'm only a freshman, give me a break.

I'm really learning a lot about myself throughout this semester. I've learned that I'm not only really sensitive but I hide it well and I don't let anyone know what I'm thinking or feeling (at the time) I did one of those twenty -five facts about yourself on facebook and I was reading it last night and noticed that most of my facts, we're kind of ... I guess like, sad? or like down-ish (meaning, they were happy or funny) I usually am happy or funny.

Maybe that's growing up? ..

nah.

I'm only eighteen, haha. Speaking of facebook though, I've had the most random people fb (facebook) chat me recently. People that wouldn't I usually talk to over fb. I thought it was sorta cool (smile)

This is all for now, I'll have a lot to write about tomorrow. Got two big events.. well one really tomorrow. I'll keep you guys posted.




"..These are the best days of our lives."