2.11.2009

Tonight - Smashing Pumpkins

I've decided to start this blog:

I've seen other people do these things are they really are interesting. I'm not so sure how much I'll keep up with it but this is probably my favorite type of writing and hopefully someone will enjoy reading my shhhtuff. (stuff)

I really wanted to start this thing because I'm thinking maybe it'll help me relieve some stress from life, I guess. I don't plan on using correct grammar or proper english for that matter in all of these, but I guess I could try, Haha. I'm not really sure how much I'll be writing in this but I mean I'm really thinking I might like this a lot.

Tonight was really .. I guess interesting would be the best word I could use. First, I called my "best friend" (those are SUPER BIG quotes) and I just wanted to talk, really. This person said they would call back and didn't. Tonight I seemed to get my feelings hurt really easily. Second, one of my friends asked me to take the blame for (reason why we got tickets) so that he could be let off the hook. Like, REALLY? I have tickets and tuition to pay for, I have other things to worry about too but listing them all will just be a waste of time. 
No one can help me except for, well, me. 

Slowly, I will learn responsibility but very slowly.

This blog wasn't so cheery, usually I will write cheery (yeah I like the word cheery) things but tonight took a toll on me. meh. 


"we'll crucify the insecure tonight
we'll make things right, we'll feel alright tonight
we'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
the indescribable moments of your life tonight
the impossible is possible tonight
believe in me as I believe in you..
tonight."

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