Cold, cold water surrounds me now,

and all I've got is your hand:

So school has started for me. Well it actually started yesterday, ugh. It actually hasn't been too bad and I don't think it's going to be bad. Compared to TWU, TCC is nothing but still it's school and it's not like I can't try. It's just the whole concept of school that I hate, haha. I do love meeting new people in my classes and having people to talk to at least!

Other than that, nothing else is really going on. I'm slowly but surely looking for a job. I think I just keep thinking that one of these places are just gonna call me just out of the blue, and thennn they never do. UGH. I don't know what else to do, there's only so many places you can apply and what not. sheeeesh.

The thing that I do like about my schedule for school is that I get done between one and two like every day except for Thursday, that's when I have my lab. It's really awesome being able to just chill for the rest of the day, but shit I need a jobbb! My schedule is perfect for a job!

I'm recently studying out love. I've been reading different books about love, like how to love, why we love and how to fall out of love. To me, I think that I don't really know what love is. I'd say that I've fallen in love once but I'm just not even sure if it was falling in love. That's why I want to study it out. I want to be able to have like legit text and be able to back myself up. So far I'm learning a lot. I really wanna continue to study it out though.

I miss my friends, everyone is going back to school and I just miss them. The last month of summer just flew. Like, I have no idea where August even went. I don't mind change, in fact I welcome it, but I miss my friends. Still though, I'm glad everyone is doing their own thing. It makes for good stories when we all come back and see each other again :)

For now, that is all.