Man some music just brings me to tears. I know everyone has those songs that every time you listen to them, you cry. I've made this beyond awesome playlist and by the end of it, my eyes are never dry.
This weekend was pretty hectic for me, it wasn't how much happened but it just seemed like so much. I was exhausted by the time I finally got home and then had to study for a test I had this afternoon. I tried to relax today but I, again, have another test tomorrow. (sigh) I'm also pretty upset cause one of my friends recently passed away. This past wednesday actually, I was shocked and highly upset when I found out. Although we weren't close, we did have some memories and classes together in high school. I'm upset though, because her funeral is tomorrow morning and I have this damn test, so I can't go. I'd like to go and at least pay my respects: this is upsetting.
I just have a feeling that tomorrow will not be a good day. AND it keeps raining, like non stop raining, we can't even get an hour of no rain. I usually enjoy the rain but this, this is too much.
Aside from that though, life is getting pretty tough. I feel like I'm doing okay but I have all these other things that I feel like I have to figure out. I have no clue what I'm doing in the near future, and I'm sure I'm suppose to have an idea at least, and I sure as hell don't. I feel like I don't even know where to begin even if I sat down to think about it. (sigh)
I think I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed.
I miss you, and not just you, I miss having someone.
It gets harder everyday and my little heart is heavy.
But damn, I do miss you.
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