So I've been realizing more and more what I want is not what I need. I know sometimes it may feel like what I what is everything I need, but it's not. What I want isn't helping me get through anything, if anything what I want is hindering me from getting anywhere. Then why has letting go never been easy. I don't want to let go cause it's what I know. It's what I want to know at least, and I know that right now I have no idea what I know about it anymore. I'm clueless yet I'm still trying to hold on to what I use to know. (sigh)
All this talk about change, all this change. How can I do it, I'm not ready, I'm not prepared. I need a little more time, and I think that's just what I'm gonna do. Prepare, get ready, get myself a little more time to get out. I hope it's the right choice.
I had an interview at sonic yesterday, it was really random and I'm not really sure how it went. I had just woken up out of a nap and just literally got up and drove up there and talked to the guy for like 15 minutes. It was really disoriented but I hope it pulls through, I need some sort of cash coming in. I really wanna work at Dunn Bros. coffee shop though,
do you believe you're missing out,
that everything good is happening somewhere else?
but with no body in your bed,
the night's hard to get through.
2 comments:
this makes my heart drop.
i felt pretty happy before I read this, my heart is just sitting in my stomach.
your heart doesn't belong in your stomach.
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