On your way home you should have known, you never listen to me

I'm only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie:

This week has been a mix of stress, happiness, confusion, and exhaustion. And I've realized that every emotion I have felt so far this week, I have only brought upon myself, not necessarily a bad thing though. It may sound cheesy but I've learned to think happy thoughts, and it really does make a difference in the day I have.

My life consists of the two S's:

smoking

school

don't really need anything else for now.... except for a job dammit.

I swear I try my hardest, I apply to places like everyday and never get a call or if I do get an interview it never works out. I feel like giving up, but getting a job is like the only thing I really want right now, like REALLY want. I don't even care about the working part, I just need the money.

no money= too much stress.

...but also MO' MONEY MO' PROBLEMS

How crazy is it to think that I'll be done with my second year of college at the end of this semester. I swear it feels like college moves so much faster than any other schooling. I'm pretty sure it's because the semesters feel like their own years, haha. College is so stressful and so great at the same time. Even though I'm only at a ju co. I'm grateful to be able to be in school at all. And soon! Texas State! (crosses fingers)

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way.”